Breakfast at Marissa's

Friday, June 30, 2006

Lonely

Well it's been a really long time since I've written on this thing. I guess summer has just been so overwhelming that I haven't really had time to. That and the fact that I just got wireless internet about two weeks ago. YEA!!!
So, I'm sure you are dying to know what all I've been up to and why the title of this entry is lonely.

Well..the only thing I've done really this summer so far is spend time with Matthew and my friends, make a trip up to Put In Bay, babysit, and work at the pool..a lot. But it's all good. You know, I did put all my pictures into albums this summer. I think that is the best thing I've done all summer. Mainly because I've been meaning to do that for the past four years. Good job Marissa. Anywhen...besides those few things my summer hasn't been very fulfilling as I thought it was going to be.

The few months prior to the start of this summer the only thing I could talk about was how totally awesome my summer was going to be. Well, here I am halfway into it already and it's nothing special. True I do get to see Matthew more. I mean..not everyday..but that's alright. Atleast now he's only three minutes away instead of three hours. So that's great. And work is fun. The truth is that I don't really hang out with my friends as much as I want to though. And that's depressing.

A total plus about this summer though, besides the whole photo album thing is the fact that I, Marissa Lunt, have been running!! That's right..I've actually been exercising and have not put on any weight like I thought would happen. I run every week day and sometimes on Saturday and it's glorious! tee hee. Oh, also..did I mention how tan I am?! No?? Well..I am and it's great.

But let's get on with the reason I am lonely. Well, you see...Matt was away for two weeks for Guard so I was by my lonesome. The first week I did an alright job keeping myself busy with friends but the second week I totally just stayed at home and did nothing..besides clean my room, read, and sort my pictures..pathetic I know. Well..he came back for five days..I barely got to see him, and then he left me again to go on vacation. (I'm totally jealous btw) But now I am truly alone.

Matt is in North Carolina, Twila is in Columbus for the summer, my parents are in Las Vegas (they went without me), Mallory is in Polland of course, Amy is in South Carolina, Greg is on vacation, Ashley has summer school, Tiffani has Andrew, Brandi is working like non-stop, and Katherine has John..until he goes back to Kettering in a week and a half. (but don't mention that to her or she'll get depressed). So, that leaves me in Loudonville working and just trying to keep myself busy so that I don't think of how sad I am. It's depressing I know...

But..I guess it will all be better or atleast it should be better come July 10th. Matt will be back and so will the Rents...so atleast I won't be coming back to an empty house. sigh...well...I guess that's it for now. It's sort of late and I have a long day ahead of me. So hopefully I will keep this thing updated and not so solemn. Bear with me...