I Want To Break Free

When I first got my cell phone I couldn't wait till I could pick out a ringer for it. I wanted the perfect ringer too. It had to be a song I wouldn't get tired of hearing over and over and over again. It had to be one that sounded good as a ringer and not extremely annoying. It had to actually sound like the original song so that people would be able to tell what it was right away. And it had to be a "Marissa" song. One that when people would hear it they would think of me because you know..it's a "Marissa" song...

Well..I've been through many ringers since I've had a cell phone. I've had two cell phones and about a handful of ringers in just about 2 1/2 years. I've had "Always Look on the Bright Side of Life" and "Paint It Black" and the Theme to Inspector Gadget and "Wouldn't It Be Nice" and (the one I have now) "I Want to Break Free".

So, as you can tell a lot of thought goes into people's ringers. Atleast I hope it's the same for everyone or else I'm just really ridiculous..Anywhen...here comes the point..ready??

After so much time and energy into this thought process lately I have been a little disappointed with the amount of times I hear that special song of mine coming from my phone. Infact this past week or so I've barely ever heard it. It's gotten so bad that I sometimes don't recognize it. Like, for instance, when I did hear it a lot I would be able to hear it over music or from a different room heck even floor of my house. I even use to hear it when it didn't ring...But now..not so much. It sort of bothers me...you know?

What's even worse is the fact that I'm starting to hear a different sound all the time. It still comes from my phone. But instead it's three small high beeps and it's the sound my phone makes when I recieve a text message. Lately, especially this past week, I have gone through a zillion texts. My inbox and outbox can both hold 50 before I have to erase them and I've had to clear it out just about twice a day each day for the past few days. Was that sentence confusing? tee hee.

So, it's not like I don't like text messaging..it's just that 1. i guess the people who have been texting me wouldn't call me or i shouldn't be calling anyway.. 2. i wish my friends (even a certain "friend") would call me sometimes. Don't get me wrong..I'm not in this depressed "nobody like me" kind of mood. I'm having fun hanging out with who I'm hanging out with recently. But I would still like to hear the faint ringing of "I Want to Break Free". Is that too much to ask for? I mean...since I put so much time into picking the song out why shouldn't I get to hear it get put to good use. Plus..did I mention I payed to get the song? So..yeah...